Heartless

Heartless.
That word clings in my head
Try to find it in a dictionary
First meaning: unfeeling, unkind, unsympathetic, harsh, cruel.
Second meaning: lacking courage or enthusiasm; spiritless; disheartened.
I become heartless.
Some people seem heartless to me.
I cry to God to be heartful in the middle of heartless environment.
Try to find that word in a dictionary.
First meaning: honest, sincere, and to really mean it.
Other meaning: devout, earnest.
Such a good word.
Such a good man and woman to have that attribute.
I want that.
Can I, Father God?