Hyper Grace

I wrote this thought when I was alone in my room, thinking about some people in internet saying that the christians can do sins without getting punishment because Jesus Christ already paid the punishment when He was crucified. And some 'christians' who think and teach this doctrine to the other 'christians' that no matter how bad they live their lives with no repentance of sins, God will love unconditionally. This is called Hyper Grace.

I don't understand the concept of hyper grace doctrine. As long as I am being a christian, even when I was unborn, never in my mind I imagine that God would allow me to live by my own. When I was unborn, I always had a thought that God must be holy and I must come before Him blameless, sinless, which I know at that time, it was impossible. That's why I always felt unworthy. I know God is kind and I'm sinful. I tried to make up my attitude, to pray and to go to church more so God would accept me. And I was afraid to die. I was afraid to see His face when I died.

Berita Bohong

Ceritanya, adik saya memberikan telepon pintar ke Mama. Sudah lama Mama menginginkan benda itu tetapi selalu kami tolak memberikannya karena Mama butuh waktu lama banget hanya untuk mengirimkan pesan teks ataupun mengisi kontak baru di teleponnya terdahulu yang sederhana. Entah mengapa, adik saya akhirnya mau juga memberikan telepon pintar itu.

Suatu malam, saat saya dan Mama baru pulang tamasya, Mama langsung mengambil telepon pintarnya dan mulai menelusuri berita melalui youtube. Mama sangat mengikuti perkembangan berita Jessica - Mirna segera saja tertarik membuka tautan yang ada di youtube. Mama begitu perhatian dengan isi berita di sana, sampai-sampai waktu tidur pun, telepon pintar itu tidak berpindah dari tangannya.