I have no choice, I got to master driving my car. There's a constant struggle in myself, it appears in my dream at nights. But, I have no choice. I have to fight the fear. I have to let it go off, away from my life. I remind myself that it's good that at least, I try. Of course, I pray. I ask God to help me.
This morning, I asked Pak Wi to accompany me to drive to my workplace. It turned out that he rode his motorbike, therefore, he can't be in the car with me, sit beside me. I did make the car out of my tiny garage. I thought I wouldn't make it. But I did. Thank God. So there I was, alone in the car, thinking all by myself.
First obstacle, there was grocery man on his bike, opposite of me. I waved my hand to tell him to go first. He understood, thank God. And on my right a head, there's a small river. My heard pounded, I didn't want to fall into it. So, I turned the steer wheel to the left. Thank God, there was no crowds.
The second obstacle was the steep. It wasn't that bad, actually but I kept making the same mistakes. Thank God, I had Pak Wi on his bike to help me.
The third obstacle, there was a car slipped through my way, made the left turn. I was shocked but since my speed was low, I managed to push the break knob. My friend, who was already in the office, said that thing happened all the time, so we need to be alert at all time.
The last obstacle was parking, and I bumped my car. At least, I made it to drive to office. Now, I feel exhausted.
Driving a car takes great responsibility, you can hurt yourself or others, so stay away from disruptions, And she welcomes me to the club :D
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